shivers and quivers

what does it take to have it
you know
it
all of it
or even more of it
you know
what it is
your everything
only your heart knows the true answer
so you'll give your everything
 to have your everything

and if you dont follow your heart
and chase the wind after it
you know youll always come up short
if you dont go the distance
the extra mile

youll never have it
and itll be hard

nope
sorry
there are no short cuts

if you want it
and if its your everything

its easy to hold it close
you know that the only way is
to give it all you've got
give it your all
not to run away
but to run after it
give it your everything
cause you feel it
its deep



if you love it
it makes you happy
 paying attention is easy

cause you know
your always be in pursuit of it
and you'd be lyeing if you did nothing to go after it
or
you didnt give it the
time it deserved cause you know
its a forever

and running will only complicate it
running towards it makes it easy

youll forever be a chaser
youll forever be in love
youll forever be in pursuit
youll forever pay attention
youll forever give your everything
there will never be another that will ever compare

you are ready and willing to be in submission and compliance
emotional
and uncontrollable 
saying shit to yourself like...

its my captivation
 focus
and motivation

needing it
youll never stop giving your everything
you just cant
and wont let go

that shits just in your gut
and
you dont want to be dragged
and your scared to be hurt in the process
of holding on

it makes your spirit glow
and your body knows
even though nobody else does

sinful
devilish
but not dark

in order to own anything in life
you must first be so in love with the idea of it
and the idea of having it
and understand that you will never fully own it
or completely have it
there will will always be a forever exploration of
its attainment
its your main focus
no
nothing else matters
cause that shit is worth it

you must love the idea of going through endless pursuits to have it
and the idea of wanting it becomes a passionate obsession
always and consistently in high speed chase of it
aware that as your stare it in the face
its all you want
you pay attention
to the shivers and quivers
giving it your all
and everything
even when you get a small taste of it
you realize your addicted
and your drug is your consistent chase
you realize youll never have enough or get enough of it
cause you always want more
the more you get the more you want

withdrawals wreak havoc and headaches
dark nights and long days
shivers and quivers

youll never be full
 and youll never be fine with what you have cause yesterdays dont fill you up you want more
bitter and sweet
flaws and all
you know the truth
youll always want more
 youll always want forever
and everything is anything
so giving and taking is never faking it
your a fool
cause you know you want and need more than anything
those shivers and quivers

you know youll never really have a full grasps of it
and youll never really master it
but the idea of mastery becomes all you want
 reading between the lines


it plays and toys with your mind
this shit becomes your strength and your weakness
your sweet and savoury
your love and indulgence
those quivers and shivers become your gps roadmap destination
like dorothy and the yellow brick road
knowing that this is your somewhere over the rainbow
 its your everything
you are moved by the blow and flow of it
the drag and pull of it
the pull and push of it
the light and love of it
ready to take off
and prepared to land
gently and forcefully
ready and willing
youll never be fine without it
and until you have more of it
you 
cant sleep
cant eat
cant breathe
cant calm down
cant sit still
depressed
and anxious
you
just want
 what you want
and nothing will ever satisfy
until the craving
is satisfied
so your patient enough to do what ever it takes to have it
and learn it
love it
and cultivate it
extrapolate it
explore it
 adore it
tend to it
s.e.n.d. for it
s.i.n. for it

s.p.i.n. on it

s.p.e.n.d. on it
s.p.e.n.d for it

care for it
and never share it 
it owns you
and you own it
its equity is of high value
and importance
and relevance
 cause its worth it
shivers and quivers
just to think of it
the joy and happiness becomes a celebration with sprinkles
its divine
so you dive in
glutton for pleasure
you run back every time
to its warm embrace
you play with it
tease it
love it
fuck it
damn it

your all in

shivers and quickers
its fucking love